Thursday, February 18, 2010

Try and try again…

To the left is a beautiful beach located in
San Juan del Sur.

Half the fun of Peace Corps is jumping into the unknown. It took me my first full year in Nicaragua to understand the daily workings of things. Then it took me another 20 months to start implementing projects and getting something done. I learned to be patient, talk to everyone, but mostly just to listen. Most opportunities that came to me during my service came through the contacts I made. At times I stretched myself too thin wanting to help everyone, and I wasn’t always successful in everything I did. But I always tried and I can honestly say I never gave up. In Nicaragua, I sometimes felt alone. Others times I felt surrounded by either people, noises, animals, smells, smoke and/or heat. However, most of the time I just felt at home. I learned that things never go quite as planned (I have fixed my fair share of flat bike tires), but to roll with the punches (walking works well when you get a flat), keep a positive outlook (it will probably rain while you’re walking but at least it won’t be hot), and you will find success in anything you try to accomplish.
To the right are my students, counterpart
and
myself posing for a picture after winning
the national business competition.

Peace Corps for me has been about a lot of rejection, and then how the re-group after you’ve been rejected! The answers are never right in front of you, and sometimes you have to be really creative to turn a bad experience into a “learning experience.”

For me, the biggest challenge I faced was something that I couldn’t change or alter. However, it didn’t matter because I learned how to get around that challenge and still be successful. It’s like building a road but there’s a giant mountain in your way. So I just learned to go around my mountain, granted it took longer and the path wasn’t quite as smooth, but when I finally made it over the feeling of achievement was that much greater.

Now that it is officially time for me to leave Nicaragua I have realized that my biggest accomplishment isn’t the amount of projects I completed but in fact it is the amount of people I met along the way.


Here's a pic of Goggins and I at the beach.
He can't swim so he just soaked up some
sun while I splashed in the waves.

















My top ten memories of Nicaragua:

1)Dancing: in buses, with small children, at fiestas or whenever/wherever the mood might strike.
2)Eating hot soup at 12pm.
3)Finding a rat den in my house complete with 10 rats.
4)Riding the “Farris wheel of death” at my town carnival.
5)Going to the circus where the rafters swayed from the weight of people (including myself) that sat on them.
6)Falling off a bridge with my bike over my shoulder into a very deep muddy pit.
7)Getting stuck in a river while I was on a bus.
8)Getting hugs from all of the little kids that lived around my house.
9)Saying “Adios” to everyone on the street.
10)Watching my students graduate from high school and go onto college.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Pronunciation is key...don’t go around wishing people a happy new anus

I would like to begin by wishing everyone a feliz año nuevo. For those who might be unfamiliar with the Spanish language, I will take just a moment to explain something simple, yet valid. Above the letter “n” in the word año you will notice a squiggly line, in fact, this is not know as a squiggle but as a tilde, which is placed on top of the “n” to change the pronunciation of the word. Without the squiggle the word takes on a different meaning. For example, año spelled: ano means anus. Therefore, unless you know someone who recently underwent a certain reconstructive surgery, it is best to wish people a happy new año!

My new year’s resolutions:


1)Stop lying. All of the packages that get sent to me are addressed to Pastora Brie Johnson, which translates to either Pastor or goat herder…I am neither. Although, having the title goat herder/pastor has helped navigate packages quickly through many treacherous sticky fingers it has also forced me to assume two alternate identities. I am now fully capable of participating in a conversation solely about goats; as well, I have acquired the skills to bless tiny infants. Quite frankly, I feel like I have become caught up in a web of lies. Although, I have noticed some packages have not made it through, and I have reached the conclusion that postal workers must enjoy stealing things from goat herders.
2)Smile less. A smile indicates that you are a happy and pleasant person that would be willing to participate in a conversation. While this may not be looked upon as a bad quality (the quality of smiling too much) to those of us that do tend to smile too much (such as myself) it unknowingly draws in the crazies. In the last few years, I have found myself sucked into hour long conversations with: a toothless crazy, a divorced drunk crazy ex-pat looking for roast beef, a board-short Hawaiian t-shirt wearing crazy wanting to know how to get a ticket to China, an English slurring slang throwing crazy that used to live in New York…and this list goes on and on.
3)Run less. I forgot that a workout routine should not involve running for your life from a crazy dog (although that is a great way to build up a good sweat). During my brief return home to the USA I entered into a 24 hour fitness center, which I can honestly say took my breath away. Inside there were hundreds of machines at my disposal and 0 dogs, drunks or other unruly obstacles that normally make up my typical workout routine.
4)Stop being so patient. Whoever said that patience is a virtue was mistaken because you know what? It’s not. Stepping back into the US made me see what not having patience can bring you: a free non-fat no whip extra hot latte, an upgrade into first class on the airplane, you also get to drive faster than everyone else on the roadway and arrive at your destination a full 30 seconds before everyone else arrives.
5)Update my blog.


My students and I in the city of León after their Regional Business Competition



Graduation celebration for my students (I am pictured with a fellow teacher/friend Eva)!


Finally, a 20 second update (with pictures to follow) of the past year. I went to Costa Rica, El Salvador, Honduras, and Guatemala and saw rainforests, rivers of crocodiles, monkeys, exotic birds, Mayan ruins, volcanoes, oceans, and a bull fight. Although, I technically should have finished my Peace Corps service in July 2009, I decided to stay a bit longer in order to witness some of the following events:

I went to a bunch of 15th birthday parties, 1 wedding and baby shower after baby shower. I had 4 of my student groups win their local business competition. I had 3 student groups participate in a regional business competition and I had 1 group continue on to the national level where they took 1st place and were featured in the newspaper. I finished the school year in November with all of my counterpart teachers and watched my kids graduate. I saw the business course, which I have taught through my entire Peace Corps service, get indoctrinated into the national Nicaraguan school curriculum…talk about sustainability! And most importantly, I have been able to share all of the highs (and some lows) with my great Nica friends, counterparts and neighbors!



My doggie, Alteza, all grown-up


Standing at the base of a temple in Tikal

In 2010, I will be officially finishing my service, moving back to Colorado for a few months and then plan on seeing the rest of the world!